Growing Up...

Graduation. Some people can't wait for it to get here. Others, well, let's just say they can wait. Some just want out of "boring" Mulvane. I have highly mixed feelings. Yes, I'm excited to go to KU and be on my own and start traveling and voluteering to help people.. Yeah, Mulvane has its boring days.. but I love it here so much. My life, as Ty puts it, has roots here and I'm not easily up-rooted. I'm scared to walk across the stage and call it good. I'm nervous to mess this up. High school, aside from the emotional and stressful days, was easy. I'd do it all again in a heartbeat. I loved 99 percent of every minute. And, yes, I'll love college... but starting over has never been my thing. Change and I are definitly not best buds. I don't like it and I, being super stubborn, don't receive it well. I looooove the fact that some things in life never have to change... and I can spend hours laying in bed with Jessica crying that some things have to. Growing up in this day and age may look fun... but its not.
I went to my very last KAY confrence today. It was a little sad and very quick since everyone thinks Ice will start falling from the sky... I saw my best buddies from Area 6 though and I love getting to see them. They always give me big hugs and swing me around and make me laugh...even though they are from Rose Hill ;) They are Juniors too, so I told Jamison, whose the Rose Hill pres to hit me up next year if he wanted me to speak at the Unit Confrence... I love this club dearly and never want to stop being a part of it.. Next summer I will hopefully be a staff member at camp. I didn't apply this year because I had no idea where on earth I'd be. Oh well. StuCo camp wants me and Cheryl said I was more then welcome to visit (: I still have a few things to look forward to about growing up...
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